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Sunday, July 13th, 2008
3:03 am	wow well this is the first time, in like prolly 2-3 years. anyways, i guess i'm pretty good, not really. not at all actually. my lover left me like 2 months ago, i still feel liek shit. this girl i really really like is dating this total idiot. fucking piece of shit, and she enjoys spending every second with me! but nooo she feels that she loves him. well if she did she wouldn't suck my dick now would she? anyways i'm really drunk right now. and kinda really stoned. i feel somewhat better. i drove drunk. i did good though cause it was a straight go. just regulating the stops. but yeah, i called my ex. first time to talk to her since she broke up wtih me. talked for exactly 6 mins. i was so happy for that moment. then either she or her stupid new boyfriend grabbed the phone and hung it up. so... i don't know made me feel so bad. she could have atleast gave me a lame excuse to leave. instead of just turning off her phone. that really upset me. so i was really fucking drunk and stoned for sams party cause he might have some cancerous thing in his brain. but yeah, i was really drunk. Rob picked me up and dropped me off. at my house. i tryed finding someone to help me, but everyone had their phones off or just wouldn't answer. so... i had to walk to the house i was at. and drive my care home. i made it fine though. i'm still alive. i'm not too suprised cause it was a straight shot. but. i dunno no one would help me? that was upsetting. but yeah, that was my day... well noo. earlier i woke up. ate breakfast, took a shower. but before the wshower i watched a pretty good movie. called I am reed fish. pretty interesting... then i took a shower and met my friend at Starbucks. sat there... doing nothing. then went to the party. man today was shitty. parties aren't even fun. having that girl to love is much better. i dunno. man lots of stuff happened. since jessie left me she took half my friends with her. they all hate me cause  they always wanted to fuck jessie. i had my cancer scare. which was... sCarey. of course. i don't ave cancer tho so i'm good. my dad might lose his job. which that will be terrible. anywho i guess i'll update again later. (1 Bitches | Nukka KWwAa)
Saturday, February 18th, 2006
4:33 pm	start a new hey, so my birthday is tommorrow ill be 17..yes! i still dont have my licence though. i need to get it. like badly. rawr lol. flipping a year after i still dont have it. anyways. me and jessie have been ating for 3 months now! yes! we have had our lil troubles but they always get fixed. so.. yesterday i smoked. yeah. it was terrible im never doing it again. i forgot how terrible i felt. i always do something stupid. never again. so my freinds are awsome. life is pretty damn good right now bsides what i did yesterday. makes me mad. im no longer going to over anaylize things. that is a thing of the past. i need to remember to record my dreams. anyways, im going to lay down. bai (Nukka KWwAa)
Monday, February 6th, 2006
6:24 pm	ZOLOFT ahhh so yeah...after friday...saturday i went to jessies....EVERYTHING is like...102394810394812034% better now... so thats cool, im so happy and uh, i went the psychiatrist today.. im perscribed zoloft now. lets see if this helps, b.c as i noticed when i read over all my stuff. i go from pissed off and sad, to happy constantly. and like...i freak out about stuff that isnt a big deal. i dont know lets see how everything changes over time im going to start recording my dreams. w00t this will be fun...i need to remember to write it down when i wake up though. ok yeah bai (Nukka KWwAa)
Saturday, February 4th, 2006
12:05 am	long time no see well. i havnt written in this in a long time so julius... life as of now and past time ive been dating jessie for like...2 months and a half. its been great. she was my best girlfriend yet... the nicest sweetest most inocent. well whatever... right now its dying. im fucking it up like always. if i kept my damn mouth shut ya know? fucking remember that bitch(im the bitch by the way...im telling myself to remember) well other than that... i upgraded my graphics card to a e-Geforce 7800GT and 500 watt power supply and a 300 gig sata drive. thats pretty cool and some kid greg has been talkin shit about me...i dont even know tis lil shit. but yeah i dont know im over it, he is just jelous that my computer rapes the fuck out of his. yeah well note to self...feelings are for you only and no one else. you tell them then it just blows into your face. never tell the truth, it makes things worse, just keep on pretending. note to self again...look for that gothic girl...lost in this darken world. alright yeah well thats my update (Nukka KWwAa)
Friday, December 23rd, 2005
12:05 am	well to my previous entry so i went to frys today. went to build my own pc with a 1000$ budget some how got talked into buying a 1300$ computer witha Pentium 4 duel core(speed: 3 ghz) 1 gig ddr ram 200 gig hard drive..and some integrated intel video card BUT realizing...if i spent 300 more $ on peices...i can make my machine better well.. i did so my computer has a Asus A8N-SLI Deluxe mother board(supports AMD 939 pin athlon fx prcessors, 4 gis of ram, 2 PCI EXPRESS graphics cards, and has everything else on it lan card sound card ect.) I got a AMD Duel Core 3800+ proccesor 2 1 gig DDR ram sticks E-GeForce 6600 GT GDDR 3 256 mb PCI express card and then i got a DVD burner, im using my 120 gig drive from my other computer...and my other disc drive as well as my floppy from that...and all the ribbens and anything else that is important. my case has a 420 watt power supply no LEDs or fancy fans..thats for later and i got a 7.1 speaker system. oh yeah im happy lol and thats my christmas hahaha alright now onto other things...tis been 2 days sense ive seen jessie*tear* but tomorrow! ima be with her the whole day! YAY!!!! fun fun fun! ah this is a point in life that is really good, i hope it doesnt not end...in a week...lol i got a bad headache.... anyways yeah.wooot fun fun fun bai bai bai (jessie=awsome) (Nukka KWwAa)
Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
5:58 pm	hello. so its dec 21 xmas 4 days from now. it sucks, i dont hav anything to open on xmas. is it me or has the spirit of chrismtas died? its not much of anything anymore but... a day where i get more money. its sad on the other hand me and jessie = spectactular! i need to go get some presents for people... lol basicaly just jessie.. and somethin for kevin b.c kevin got me a present last year so i will return the favoure rawrizard so tonight im going to some flippin park to look at lights w00t.. not really yeah well life is great except the disapointment of nothing for christmas its alright though the only present i want is jessie, and i cant wait to unwrap her lol (1 Bitches | Nukka KWwAa)
Thursday, December 8th, 2005
4:00 pm	ahhhh i got mono...not strep throat so ive been staying home all week long...its not that bad but i havnt seen any of my freinds sense friday...and sat pretty long time id say anyways yeah visit me people ive been sitting on the computer 24/7 doing make up work and playing diablo...kinda fun then not! and i havnt seen jessie sense wednesday...hopfuly ill see here this weekend..i better get better or ill kill!!! LITTLE PEOPLE, KILL PEOPLE!!! (1 Bitches | Nukka KWwAa)
Monday, December 5th, 2005
11:16 pm	Sooooo This weekend...wast errible. i was so sick, but ... ... CHILDREN OF BODOM!!!!!!!!! OMFG SO FUCKING AMAZING AHHH TEH SEX!!!!!! i had so much fun at the concert, but now i have strep throat so im sicker...sucks alot. i havnt seen jessie sense wednesday, rawr!!!! im not sure if im going to school tomorrow... i would like one more day to relax...that owuld be terrific but i want to get better ahhhhhhhhh anyways yeah im wanting to see aeon flux this weekend. its based off an old anime incase noone knew that...aparently its not an anime b.c its not on animeNFO.com gay . (2 Bitches | Nukka KWwAa)
Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
9:43 pm	art show oh yeah. Humble Civic Center Benefit Show. If anyone would be interested in showing any kind of sculpture, painting, sketch, short story, films, anything. There will be a benefit show in Jan. at the Old Humble Civic Center and it would be an honor if anyone would like to show their work and mind. I don't want to have to put a date on it but if you could please message me back or call me by December 1st I would be greatful. If you have any other questions and are interested just give me a call thanks for your time and have a wonderful day/night. Sorry if you have seen this bulletin more then once. Peace. Aaron Goldman. Cell: 281 732 8364 .. Airon1234 Share the Soul. aaron is organizing it. one of the nicest guys in the world. so please join him at the show. (Nukka KWwAa)
9:39 pm	Today was relaxful so, i woke up for school knowing i was going to get a terrible headache like yesterday... and i did, so my mom came to get me at 12 30 but the stupid school couldnt get me a note till 12 50. yeah well anyways. i came home slept, listend to Lamb of God. it was fun. i like sleeping. and yeah that was my day! i went to tylers house, i forgot that. hung out with matt brett tyler and ashley for a bit..shelley came over. i had a cigerette. eh...atleast it was only one! im trying to quit by the way for any of you who dont know. i came home. called jessie talked to her for i dont know..long time or so. ate food...tv, food tv now im here! and i have some math homework to do. but yes anyways. the bon fire pit is no more i think. (Nukka KWwAa)
Sunday, November 27th, 2005
11:10 pm	the break is over we got school tomorrow, woooo hopfuly i can get out of it, b.c im sick like doom! and sleep is hard b.c i cough constantly. anyways today was awsome, ill speak about it latre, i cant breath to good right now. (Nukka KWwAa)
Thursday, November 24th, 2005
12:06 am	Fires of hell on earth. I built a fire pit in my backyard, i had my second fire today. pretty nifty lil thing to do sense there isnt much to do in kingwood, i dont think people had much fun, but whatever im sick as a dog, and i love fire. hopfuly next bon fire, i can get sum liquor...of some sorts so it can be more intersting. well, yeah i dont have much to say about anything right now. except there is one girl on my mind, she knows who she is, but i keep making things really weird and ackward...one day ill learn. adios ~jesus~ (1 Bitches | Nukka KWwAa)
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
6:33 pm	hi yeah, so update... totaly rad. today was ackward, my friend was supose to fight some fat mexican, but the kid locked himself in his house and made his dad talk to my friend. funny haha. and uh.. this stupid lady was bitching at me and my freinds for PEACEFUL and QUIETLY standing and talkin in the street. she said it was illegal and that she was going to call the cops. I told that bitch out! "Actualy Loitering is Completly LEGAL unless INFRONT of a Shop or place WITH a SIGN that says its ILLEGAL, and its Illegal past curfew." and she said "i dont care im going to call the cops if you all dont leave" it was really stupid i wanted to kill, my freinds still left. i wanted to stay. but whatever. i want to kill! i hate people! SO FUCKING STUPID! SO FUCKING SCARED!!! JESUS CHRIST! we werent even doing anything wrong and we were on the side walk! DEATH !!! yeah that was my day diddly bai. (1 Bitches | Nukka KWwAa)
Sunday, October 30th, 2005
1:45 pm	yeah so... the party..was awsome! it was really fucking cool for you who didnt show up...you all suck! and you missed out well yeah.. i dont know live journal..meh very pointless but still yeah so for my reminder... this is the 4th girl...sense school started that gave me some stupid reason not to date me... so im moving on...to the 5th i called the 4th girl...but she ignored the call... how do i know? b.c her phone doesnt ring..it plays a song and it only went halfway threw the verse. and it does the whole thing so ...yeah thats that i got the hint and uh..yeah im going to the movies possibly with the 5th girl..maybe she wont treat me like crap i just need to stop going for all those..girls..that i shouldnt. ok enough emo so yeah party=funtastic uh i think i should i dont know ok adios done for now bai (1 Bitches | Nukka KWwAa)
Monday, October 17th, 2005
6:57 pm	Today sucks my dad accused me of smoking pot. im terribly sad right now. i told that piece of shit that i did, to gain trust last year, its been more than a year sense i told him. and i havnt touched it sense fuck him no reason either he jsut accused me randomly i didnt even say anything. he opend the door and just said i was smoking pot agin. i hope that fucker dies. i hope he is happy too b.c im leaving as soon as i get a job. im definantly never going to talk to him agin. yeah. this is a really big deal to me so if you think im being stupid and emo well fuck you. (1 Bitches | Nukka KWwAa)
Sunday, October 16th, 2005
11:59 am	hmm... so yeah..ef this game, live journals suck...fucking myspace hogs everything. rawr hah. im still going to write so i can atleast remember what ive been doing. because i tend to forget? yeah. this weekend...uh fuck what did i do friday? ahhh, fuel thats right. i was going to go to avenge seven fold but you know...sold out and all pissed me off because i wanted to leave at 6 b.c the show started at 7 30 but noooo taylor secan carol alex paul daniel and brett all said oh it starts at 8 30 we are going to leave at 7 30 pft! ive been to the meridian before! you know nothing!(i say to them) well too bad, b.c they are giving me the ride..and..beggers cant be choosers right? yeah i dont know this is liek the 398471290348710385 time when i tell people im right and we should listen to me but they dont and they are wrong and evrything goes wrong just because they didnt listen to me, comon people.. i can tell the future. but yeah so i did go to that, me and brett went to fuel instead, saw rusted sun, great band. and um yeah right now im smelling food and it smells good and im hungry bai! (Nukka KWwAa)
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
11:03 pm	Perfect for my situation this song..is like... exactly whats happening right now wiht me and this girl if you know...anyone reads this... and feels like making me feel better..that would be great. Love is a flame that can't be tamed, and though we are its willing prey, my darling, we are not the ones to blame Trust is a word all lovers know The glorious art of staining souls, my darling, we are not the ones to blame The more we have, the more we want, and the more it hurts our heart, my baby, It always ends up in tears... So keep on pretending our heaven's worth the waiting Keep on Pretending it's all right So keep on pretending it will be the end of our craving Keep on pretending it's all right... When doubts arise the game begins The war we will never win, my baby, It always ends up in tears. Love is a flame that can't be tamed, and though we are its willing prey, my darling, we are not the ones to blame (Nukka KWwAa)
Saturday, October 8th, 2005
5:37 pm	Hey so today. i feel strange i dont know why i wish i could understand but i really think im not cut out for this relationship stuff, and i really cant be trusted... i just cant make up my mind? i dont know why girls defeat me jesus, i need to stop being like so. anyways, yeah today, was fun, till now. im bored now i need to do something im going to go find something to do. adios ~Jesus~ (Nukka KWwAa)
Friday, October 7th, 2005
11:26 pm	heyp tonight was pretty cool, then not. because brent caused some unwanted drama that wasnt really drama. people he stayed with wouldnt let him drive to jakes drunk... when he wasnt drunk? haha yeah but anyways, twas fun and tommorrow will be better. goodnight people. ~Jesus~ (Nukka KWwAa)
Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
9:14 pm	headache of doom has no power over me yes i have a headache right now, today was pretyt cool, i saw someone specail she made me happy holloween party read the entry or in myspace do it bitches So hard she is trying but her heart wont turn to stone and she keeps on crying because i wont leave alone shell never be alone shell be right here in my arms so in love (Nukka KWwAa)